Այս հրաշալի բանաստեղծությունը, որ գրել է Eva-ն, որոշեցի առանձնացնել իմ թեմայից ու ներկայացնել ձեր ուշադրությանը: Անձամբ ինձ այն շա՜տ շատ է դուր եկել:
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I smell the sand
And touch the sun through eyelids
My hair is dry
And feet refuse to bargain with my hips
I'm in a company with silence, or here again
That constant noise shows loyalty to master-brain
Or could those two be in agreement to share one draft?
Wouldn't all those prevent to hear the beat of own heart?
Oh, I forget, I have no heart; I am the Cloud
That disobeyed and left the sky
Then hit the ground not scared to die
There had to be a reason to survive
And justify innate desire to stay alive.
"Child, you must be tired, close your eyes.
The dark will rise, oh look, it rises now
You'll turn into a shadow wearing a costume of a widow
Please, choose my hand over a cactus to be your pillow.
The Lamplighter on asteroid B612
Still has no rest and takes no breaks,
Extinguishes and lights the lamp, if you remember, once a minute...
Are you really that silly to imply, that anything around is infinite?"
I care so much, my child, within that minute
I will erase those footprints of your wishful thinking,
All future memories of past, that led you to this desert
Will find a shelter outside of conscious mind forever"
"Unwise!" I said "Not now, I will consider
Pretenseful words of care your role is to deliver.
Nor will be caged... You'll catch me later, inevitably true, but now,
Have the decency and courage to accept without a sorrow
I LEFT YOU, I BETRAYED YOU, I ABANDONED YOU, MY EGO...
Go back" then signed
"Sincerely,
Your Hero"
I waive my hand
Then with caressing movement
Run fingers on the scene in front
And turn the page
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